Thursday, August 27, 2009

Candy, Love, Blood, Radiohead

წუხელ გვიანობამდე ვკითხულობდი ქენდის პოსტებს. ისეთ ხასიათზე დამაყენა, ჩემი დიდი ხნის გადაუშლელი დღიურები და რვეულები ამოვალაგე და მომინდა თქვენთვის ჩემი ეს ლექსი მეჩვენებინა. 2006 წელს დავწერე, მაშინ ცხოვრებაში პირველად ვიყავი უკვე დეპრესიაგამოვლილი, პირველსიყვარულგადავიწყებული, ცვეტაევას პოეზიაზე შეყვარებული და ვუსმენდი მხოლოდ Radiohead-ს, ასევე მეგონა, რომ ჭეშმარიტება ჩემს ნაწერებში იყო...

ახლაც ჩავრთე 'Creep', სხვანაირად ისმინება, მაგრამ ისევ ისაა, ჩემი 2005 წლის დასასრულისდროინდელი ოცნება. Yes, I still remember him.

სულიერი ფათერაკი

დღეს უკვე თითქოს დრო არის სხვა
გადაღლილ როკ ენ როლს სჯობს ტკბილი ხმა
სულიერ ტკივილსაც ჩაახშობს სმა
და არ მისწორდება ხვეული თმა.

მე არ მეკითხები, ხელს ჰკიდებ სხვას
ის მე არაფრით, ამბობ, რომ მგავს;
მას აქვს ქერა და პრიალა თმა,
ლექსებზეც არასდროს დახარჯავს წამს.

ვუღიმი პასტერნაკს, მოვპარავ თოკს...
მგონია მარინაც უსმენდა როკს,
ტუჩებს უკოცნიდა გაყინულ ბლოკს...

კლასიკურ რითმების არ ვიცი რა
და არც ბულბულის მიმიგავს ხმა,
აპოლინერის ურითმო ზმა,
ალბათ, მომიწევს აბსენტის სმა!

იყო დრო, იხვევდი თითებზე თმას
მოდილიანივით იდებდი ვალს,
ატანდი მევახშეს საკუთარ დას
და მერე ხატავდი თაგვისფერ ქალს.

აქ არის საწყისი და ღმერთის ხმა,
პოეტის ტუჩებზე ვისწავლე სმა,
შენი წამწამების მიყვარდა თვლა
სიმბოლურია ეს ჩემი ზმა;

ვიიონივით ვიმართლებ თავს,
სამსონს მოვაჭრი, სასტიკი, თმას,
არ მინდა ვგავდე საყვარელ ქალს
ჩემი ხასიათი ნელ-ნელა მკლავს...

ამიტომ ისევ მოვხიბლავ პასტერნაკს...
ვაკოცებ ნაზად წიგნის გარეკანს,
ასე დავასრულებ სულიერ ფათერაკს!..

22.10.06.

27 comments:

მარიამ ბლანკი¹³ said...

nice ! me ritmebsdhi magrad michirda yoveltvis da yvela mcdeloba kraxit sruldeboda!

am leqs axla ise mouxda Bruno Coulais- Pepinot (filmidan Les Choristes)rom davdebildi ^_^

Unknown said...

:)
madloba sofi, kidev erTxel. you re splashnoi pazitiff. :)

Unknown said...

axla qalaqgaret gasvlistvis vemzadebi da cesit dudis maikebs unda valagebde chantashi, me kide shemomdzvrali var otaxsh da chhhuuuumad blogebs vkitxulob :D

Lasharela said...

wow, "და არ მისწორდება ხვეული თმა"?
მაგარია სოფ...

ისე მომიწევს აბსენტის სმა? აბსენტი გიყვარს? ტეკილა? :)

Lalena said...

არასდროს მეკერკებოდა ლექსი, ერთხელ დაწერე ჩემი თავის ჯინაზე და მერე მივხვდი, რომ ჯინაზე არაფერი არ უნდა გავაკეთო ხოლმე :))))

სვიიიიიით :*

clown said...

საყვარელი ლექსია ^^
:2კისს:

Natalia said...

რაღაცნაირი ლექსი იყო, ძველ დროში გადამიყვანა :)



პ.ს ქენდის ბლოგი ჩემი ერთ-ერთი ფავორიტია : ))

Anonymous said...

hehe, ra kargi leqsi iyo, momewona :)) radiohead <3 magram xshirad ratom aigiveben depresiul periodtan :( me yvela etapze momwons xolme :P

nata said...

es leqsi dRemde zepirad maxsovs :)

Anonymous said...

შემძრა... და, ამავდროულად, მესიამოვნა. ერთ დროს სოფოც ადამიანი ყოფილა :)

CinnamonGirl said...

უბრალოდ <3

და ზუსტად ვიცი მაშინ როგორი იყავი...

იმიტომ რომ მეც ვიყავი...

<3

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